I had been watching the weather for the past few days. It has been raining a lot lately, and while I like the weather, the lack of sunlight actually leads me to a low mood. But today is a different day. The sun is up, up, up, and I can’t help but feel that it is mocking me.
I still have a lot of things to do for this God-forsaken paper, but I am so tired. I am so tired, and frankly, bored to death. I so wish to go outside and bask in the sun before it goes away again (the weatherman said that the rainy weather is going to last for another week or so), but I have my priorities, and that is to graduate with honors. What the F. It feels like this priority is starting to become synonymous with killing myself slowly through boredom, depression, and insanity.
I wonder what I’ll do if I don’t graduate Magna Cum Laude?