andiecrafts

Who would have thought that writing would suddenly become such a strange thing? Suddenly is not exactly the right word to use, but then who am I to say such things? I can barely even think of the right words to write, so what right have I to criticize? Ha. That was half a tongue twister, don’t you think?

Everything I have been doing for the past few weeks have been an extremely lame excuse for living. The endless headaches and the overpowering (but extremely welcome) scent and taste of caffeine have invaded my senses. Sad to say, I can barely imagine myself surviving if it were not for those things. I guess that’s how pathetic I have become.

This is the last day of an entire year of going to a facility whose jail-like ability to keep its members detained in a life of sheer desperation is exceeded only by Satan’s (I think they call that place Hell). Two more years of suffering, and finally, I am off to the REAL WORLD. Or so they say. Really. What assurance do I have that being part of the labor force would be different from being an opening that regulates the amount of light that enters the eye? Haay. Riddles. I am insane, alright.

My head hurts. I better take some medicine.