falling apart
I cannot believe my life is falling apart. My work, school, and relationships all require so much of me, I can barely keep up. I have lost the little perspective that I have left. I can barely breathe under all the pain I feel right now.
I cannot talk to anyone. I should not even think about talking to anyone. The mere thought of an attempt to talk to anyone, without anyone coming up as a good basin for all of my problems make matters worse (if that is even possible).
I am so tired. I cannot believe how tired I am. I never thought falling apart was this painful.