i am hurting
I am hurting so bad. So bad, I need a blade to free me from my pains right now. I need to lock myself in a solitude so silent and cold, just to know I am alive: that somehow, I still have worth in the biological sense. I need to let the blood flow.
I am shaking from head to foot. I can barely breathe, and the tears are flowing like mad
I have to stop the tears from flowing, and start letting the blood do the tears’ job.
If this keeps on happening, I will soon be bleeding myself dry.