andiecrafts

This is going to be a short entry for I am still supposed to go to school today. To be honest, I have no idea where these thoughts came from, and yet I was able to conjure them up for a reason I am yet to find out (AGAIN!!!).

FIRST THOUGHT: The more you think you are busy doing something, the less you actually do.

Lately, I have been putting seemingly insignificant things aside, like sending my best friend an email, or rearranging my cds and tapes, or deleting files from my computer to lighten my hard drive, all because I think there are more important things to do. In short, I lay these things of all because I am “busy”. But I just realized that laying these things off just piled them up, and that saying I was busy was just another big fat lie I had to escape some of my responsibilities. It is slowly dawning upon me that all those time I spent saying, thinking, and even fooling myself into believing I was actually busy was just time I was gathering for myself. I do not know whether that is a good thing or bad, considering that I do not know much to begin with anyway.

I forgot the second thought…. My mind is currently shouting “TIME, TIME, TIME!!!”

I guess I am too busy to finish this entry properly…