tears
I have managed to fight my tears back. To compare me to a really heavy cloud would be quite appropriate. Everything that is happening to me right now has become too heavy for me to bear. I am not sure if I can hold it back any longer. I need to take a break really soon. I hope a 3-day weekend will be enough.
My face is starting to crease badly becuase of my constant frowning. I will try to smile my way through tomorrow. I am not sure if I will be able to utter anything at all, though. Right now, I can compare my tears to water in a basin. But I am not sure whether I can be this strong forever. I might end up carrying my water in a cellophane. That would lead to further complications since a small hole might cause everything to break out, just as a word might bring with it the tears I have been holding back.